Lifeless Leaves Malaysia

Hey guys~~~

K.. I know it's been like more than half a year since i've updated.. and i'm sorry.. just ran out of nonsense to blog about.. BUT SINCE I'm in japan now.. and i'm bored.. I SHALL REVIVE THIS PLACE!!!

Remember to check back ya.. =D

for my 1st post after so goddamn long, i shall present an EMO EMO EMO poem that i wrote on the plane here..

yes, i cried.. deal with it =.=

A New Beginning

Here I am,

sitting in this seat;

Flying to a new life,

A new start, a new beat.

Just woke up,

Salty tears my eyes drip;

It's been so long

since I cried myself to sleep.

Watched a movie,

Confessions of a shopaholic;

Reminded of the importance of friendship,

Reminded me that loneliness, I'm HELL phobic.

Writing this out,

More tears roll down my cheeks;

Already missing my family,

my friends, my EX freaks.

I can't help it,

I'm now crying like hell;

It's a long long flight,

In my own tears i shall dwell.

I miss my parents,

the comforts of my home,

Slept in Changi airport last night.

no pillow, no bed, completely alone.

I miss my brothers,

Peter and James;

I miss my neighbours,

and my computer games.

I miss my band of brothers,

The one and only EX united;

Across seas we may be,

But never will we be seperated.

I will do my best

With God by my side;

I will conquer the states,

I will turn the tide.

In Jesus's name I sincerely pray,

Give me strength that I'll stand strong,

Give me courage to face this challenge,

Give my wisdom that I won't go wrong.

I haven't cried so hard so long,

I forgot how my tears tastes like;

I'm going to forget many stuff back there,

Like maybe how to ride my motorbike.

This poem marks a new beginning,

and the revival this lifeless place;

Check back again for more updates,

for now LIFELESS OUT, into foreign space.